Handsome Dude

luv u

2006-02-09T21:16:00.000+08:00

dear...i luv u!!luv u so so so MUCH!!!!!AND MISS U SOOOOOO MUCCHHH!!!!DEAR!!!!can u dont be so cruel?!?!ahha...dont u pity ur froggy?!??!?!ahhaha

time is running out!.

2005-07-05T18:49:00.000+08:00

w t h! 3 mths to my n lvl and i still haven start a single shit yet? im gonna fail badly if i continue like this!..ok..i will change my attitude..aim for n level, 3 pts ( too ambitious)hmmzz... 5 or 6 pts.. if i get more than that, well im useless then.ok i wanna start my intensive study now..seeya.

june holiday sucks..

2005-06-14T18:34:00.000+08:00

heyhey...nothing much happen..well..jus updatin a lil...im bak to skateboarding...exciting huh?!..lol..aniway...cant wait for ncc camp...hmmzz...ok lar..im so tired now..mebbe updating again wen i feel more refreshed...take cares..

G R O U N D E D

2005-06-04T16:25:00.000+08:00

Im GROUNDED, GROUNDED, GROUNDED! GROUNDED! im grounded im grounded...SHIT!...what shud i do at home now??! SIT AT HOME AND DIE?! omg..this isnt the june holiday im looking forward to. THIS IS DISASTER! HORRIBLE!... OMG!... am i even allowed to go play soccer with my frens? OF COZ NOT!.. NOW IS ALL STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY!...damn it...hmmzz...yeah...yesterday after taking the report book, like ive thot, i was lecture FOR 1 WHOLE HR!...damn..now my eardrum hurts!..my dad LECTURE ABT MY LIFE..ABT MY FUTURE...omg..pls...relax...i realise my mistake for studying last minute..ok..i wont do that for my n...so chill...give me some space pls...damn....grounding thier own child is wat grown up do best. omg..like theres no other punishment...damn...hmmzz...wat am i suppose to do now? hmmzz..let me think...DIE?!haha...lol..dumb me..my dad say that my result sucks coz of my soccer? YEAH!..U SHUD BLAME SOCCER!! AHHA!...FOR ALL I CARE!....blame soccer...blame BALESTIER KHALSA!!! ya! blame the COACH FOR NOT LETTING ME STUDY!! BLAME BALA! DONT BLAME ME!...damn...what do i want for a career? hmmz..be a professional soccer player? hmmzz..let me think abt it first...hmmzz..wat other option do i have? hmmz..i know..i wanna be a begger full-time..YEAh..its a easy joB!..lol..ok..im being so stupid and dumb..i rather go b4 im caught for using the comp illegally...CIAO!...

another boring day at school.

2005-05-25T19:37:00.000+08:00

hey...im updating coz im bored..yeah...i can sense that its really gonna be a very boring june holiday..haizz...and today at sch nothing much happen..school very bored nowadays..coz hidhir and farhan do not have to come school coz they got soccer or something like tat..they left me all alone at sch..coz they are the only ppl i talk to most at sch..haizz..bored....feel like quiting school..hmmzz..and my results?? sucks...i failed chemistry,geo and s.s....ok..gtg..ciao..

FUCK!! i wanna cry! i wanna die!!

2005-05-13T22:05:00.000+08:00

i wanna cry!! i wanna die!!! life is so miserable! fuck u soccer! fuck! bcoz of soccer i dun have any interest to study!!! and now?!~ im the one regrettin for not studyinG!!!im going to fail my geo..i waste 24 marks for not doing 2 question coz of shortage of time..and lit? shit...if onli i had pay attention in class and not just go there to sleep!! i would have no problem doin my lit!!! ITS SO SAD!!! and physics..OMG!!! I CANT EVEN DO ANYTHING COZ I DUN EVEN KNOW A SINGLE SHIT!!! and social studies? it was so damn HORRIBLE!!! i KEEP ON REPEATING WAT I WROTE EALIER JUST TO MAKE IT LOOK LONG!! how stupid can i be?! VERY STUPID!!!its so stress!! june holiday?! lets not think abt june holiday coz i know i would be grounded for sure...and my life?! realli sucks! and i dun even wanna talk abt my life...COZ I NVR EVER ACHIEVED SUMTHING IN MY LIFE...I only ACHIEVE ONE THING IN MY LIFE, that is MAKIN PPL FEEL SAD, MISERABLE, IRRITATED!! to my dear frens, if i dont talk to u guys that much, maybe im just to emo!... anyway..sorry for the profanity use in today update....okok...i wanna cry now!!!

fuck..shit..

2005-04-15T21:38:00.000+08:00

omg...fuck..im so clumsy...shit...yeah..anz...im so sorry....i wish i didnt treat u differently..i wish i could keep to my promise..im such a heart breaker and pain in the ass rite? i mean..im such a jerk rite..yeah..gerls out there..im a jerk and i dont keep to my promise..and i luv to break gerls heart..its just in my blood...anz..why u keep on forgivin me when i always make u feel sucky? i mean i deserve a slap from u...not respect...and u deserve a betta fren than me...all along im usin u..i ask u to do my assignment..ask u to carry my bag...u done alot of favours for me..but i done nothing for ur kindness but make u feel so shity and sucky..and im so sry about the msg just now..i was so clumsy and stupid....i wish u could slap me and say that im too much...i wish u didnt just sit there...i wish u could stand up and call me off..i wish i didnt make a fool out of u.. haizzz...im so stupid rite? i got such a loyal fren like u but i just take u for granted eh? u know wat anz...i wish i could treat the same way u treated me..i feel so guilty now...u know..i was just too embarrased to talk to u at class just now when i send the msg to a wrong person...damn...i feel so guilty..i broken ur heart alot of times...its uncountable how much i broke ur heart..and pls..stop saying ur sry for the extra feeling u had for me...i think its betta for us to be far apart from each other...coz i would break ur heart agian if i continues to be ur fren..u really deserve a betta fren than me...im a jerk..its ok if u dont forgive me..i am really sorry...

HUH?!! are u mad?

2005-04-02T21:23:00.000+08:00

lol..im jst bored thats why im updating...since my imaginary fren say its outdated so i update it...hmmzz...cant believe that im at home now!..haha..i always come back home late at night..but today? im early!..AND I CANT BELIEVE THERES NO SOCCER TRAINING TOO..how happy can life be? haha..hmmz..wanna cook pizza now..so ciao...

OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL!

2005-03-26T11:08:00.000+08:00

heyhey...yesterday when out wif my frens..plan to watch the eye 10 but the queue at lido was too long and some decided not to watch..so me,farhan,lan,sulaiha when to pacific plaza then when to eat at sakura, far east. hmmzz..then after that lan wanted to buy a quiksilver wallet so follow him to paragon...then after that..we when to old changi hospital..when there just out of curiosity..when to the old hospital just 4 ppl..wif no touch light..we came unprepared..haha..so dumb can we get..haha..when there was hoping to come across sumthing scary...but not exactly hoping...then when we wanted to go in..theres another group wanted to go too..and they were just like us..3 guys and 1 gerl..haha..but luckily they had touched light..and u know wat..that gerl was so pretty!..lol...was hoping to see ghost or sumthing but saw a pretty gerl..haha...but didnt ask for her no. and all coz my sweetie luvcake is much more betta..and i luv my sweetie..haha..ok..and at there was so hot..i was sweating all the way..when from one block to another..but cant find the mirror that ppl talk about..if u stare at the mirror u will see sumthing..and we cant find the place where dead people are put...yeah..the place wasnt so scary
bcoz theres alot of other grps...about 2 more group...yeah..thats about it i guess...yeah...hmmzz..gtg save some lifes..ciao...

wats happening?!

2005-03-17T11:19:00.000+08:00

wats happening?! every blog i read its all about problem?! wats happening? i wish i could help that ppl but i got trouble of my own..hmmzz...anz, huiling..chill k? dont think of it too much...have a break...and enjoy life...KK?! GOGOGOGO !!!! u can do it! lets be happy!...just think that everyday is ur bdae..and u'll be happi!...ROCK ON PPL!!!...!!!!! GO ANZ! GO HUILING!!!haha..kk...gtg...my final words...we are still young, we gotta enjoy life~~

bored..

2005-03-15T22:20:00.000+08:00

finally have the time to update..been busy...and since im bored i shall update...hmmzz...life is boring..and luv life or relantionship? hmmzz...speechless or dunnoe wat to say already..haizz...haiya...update again anothjer day lar..im so tired and sleepy..i wanna slip..tmr gotto wake up early for a soccer..kk..take care...

wont hurt u no more..

2005-03-07T18:43:00.000+08:00

ok..ive found the solution to everything...dear...i luv u so much and it hurts me to see you being hurt..ive always hurt u and make u sad,depressed dissapointed..and i wanna stop all that..and the solution is to go separate ways..i dont wanna hurt u no more..everytime i spend time with u, u end up being hurt..and the only way for u to be happy is to let u go..when i realise that i taken u for granted, its too late..and the way u call me off today really got me figure out how mad, sad, disppointed u are towards me..and im so sorry...its ok if u dont forgive...even i cant forgive myself for wat i done u to u..i would pray for u that u wouldnt fall for someone just like me, a heartbreaker. i pray that u would find that special someone that really knows how to value ur love..thanks for the luv u gave me..i would cherish it till the day i die..i wont forget it. bye....

haiz...

2005-03-06T13:33:00.000+08:00

omg..dear, im so sorry...i am..realli..i am so sorry..pls forgive..dear, i understand if ure mad at me..but pls dont leave me..i need u so much..i just cant live witout u..everytime i think of u, every minute, every second i will always think of u..i know i was wrong to treat u that way...i regretted alot dear..u have given me alot of chances but i just take it for granted...im so sorrryyyy...i luv u alot dear..I LUV U!!! I LUV U! if i were to have the chance to turn back time i would luv u how i shud..give u care..i would do aniting for u...ive hurt u more than once. i regretted it alot..what wrong wif me?! when u were there for me i just take u for granted?! im the most idiot guy in the world...but its too late now ryte!? i know u are mad at me...u have lost trust in me...dear im so sorry!! i will do aniting to get that trust and luv from u back!..im so stupid...when u we nice to me i treated u so badly...and now ure gone...im the one who will lose out...i wont let u go no matter wat...i luv u so MUCH!...i need u so much...and i know u need me too ryte dear?!...and happi bdae to u dear...i luv u so much!...i jus wish i cud talk to u now...but i cant..coz i dont want to spoil ur bdae..haizzz....I LUV U SO MUCH!!!... if ur reading this dear...i just wanna tell u how much u meant to me and i how much i needed u and i will not hurt u ever agian..i luv u so much!!! LUV U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tired, sick, headache?!

2005-02-21T21:44:00.000+08:00

hey people..hmmzz..im tired,sick, headache...hmmzzz..firstly wanna thank jasmine for changing my skin..woohoo...i luv my new skin..i think its cool..haha..ok..hmmzzz...i think im going to fall sick..my throat just felt dry for past few days..maybe its coz of too much exposure of the hot sun..haiya..dunnoe lar..haiya..im weak and cant think much now..so..have a gd day people..

DEPRESSED....

2005-02-12T09:08:00.000+08:00

damn it...damn it!!! haiya....stupid man....i feel damn stupid....haiya...update " tanglin won fuhua 14 - 1"...haha..but..i really wanted to score a goal! damn!!!!! whY?! WHY!?! DIDNT I SCORE !!! WHERES MY LUCK!!! NABEI!!! FEEL LIKE QUITTING soccer man!!!! cb...why?!!!!!!! haiyo..so many problems....i only assist ppl to score..omg..i even head the ball over the post which was the most stupid mistake i ever made!!!!! I COULD SCORE!!! BUT WHY?! THERES JUST NO LUCK FOR ME!!!!!!!!!haiya....sumore a "person" avoiding me..i also dunnoe why..haiya..why must u avoid me?! wat did i do?! im just so sick and tired of this craps.............lets see how long ur gonna avoid me....yeah..lets see...................................................

Chinese New Year....

2005-02-08T18:19:00.000+08:00

haiz...today school was a damn waste of time..didnt do much just sit and stare at the clock and wait till lessons are over....came school at about 9 am coz i know english would be boring...today the concert suckz...but band was nice...congrats jasmine..haha..hmmzzz...wat else?...haiya...ok...i gtg...to The chinese guys and gals "HaPpY ChIneSe NeW YeAr"collect as much money as u can haha......have fun ppl...

Been a while...

2005-02-07T19:14:00.000+08:00

hey guys...been a while since i last updated...i was busy wif stuff...and yeah...jus wanna say how sorry i am to fiqa...and fiqa if ure reading this...im really sry and lets start fresh k? frens? life is great..its onlie how i spend it...hmmzz...yeah...thats about it i guess...and andrea..keep on reading my blog yah coz i will start bloggin..k..take care guys...

gotta let u go.........

2004-12-12T23:19:00.000+08:00

Its a sad day, but some how good will come out of it I guess, and maybe it'll will be for the best, As you walk away i know I gotta let you go. Its not easy, watching something you cherish fade, But its the only choice that I can make, You wanna be simewhere else I know I gotta let u go. Its OK, Theres really nothing you can say and i dont hate you that its gone this way, Some things just aint meant to be, And i gotta let u go, I still cant figure why, joy can erase in a blink of on eye, oyu no longer needed me just when I let you belong in my life. We had some thing but watever it was has gone, And i gotta let u go, so dont you stay her, if u wanna move on, I gotta let u go. Theres no reason, we should still be holding on and i gotta let u go So dont stay here, IF our chances have go i gotta let u go....why am i so emo?! "its for me to know and for you to find out."

What the hell?!

2004-12-04T23:09:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah...back agian...haizz...life is full or ENVYNESS AND HATRED. but nvm...today i when to lek2 at teban wif hidhir and his gal. quite fun lar..then when home play ps2, turn mp3 loud2...like someone who have no life..LOL! holidays is bored but fun..bored coz stuck at home. fun coz no need go to the hopeless sch..lol..haiya...i wanna watch manu vs sot...ciao...be back agian when i want..

Joseph ??

2004-12-01T01:07:00.000+08:00

hey ppl...went to watch joseph...kinda cool but boring at some parts...go there ppl say i look like taufik..lol...esp. ms chin...haha...hmmzz...go there also no use...end up alone...nvr really concentrate joseph coz iezak and the rest we making noise...haha...then me? always alone...now is 12.13 am...nothing to do...no one online..so i will just stare at the comp and the comp will do the same..haha...haiya...bored...will update agian when i feel like...by the way...22 more days to my b'dae...like wat jaz said...count slowly...hehe...peace...

What the hell am i still doing here?!

2004-11-10T23:06:00.000+08:00

haha...thanks andrea for changing the skin. very thankful. yeah..i watch this movie which teaches me alot about love. now i truly understand love. that movie really cheer me up or rather it help me how to overcome love. haha..maybe u guys shud catch that movie..but i dunnoe the name of the movie..haha..ok one thing before i go, "you cant choose who you love. Dont let your brain intefere with your heart"

Hard Luck

2004-10-28T18:34:00.000+08:00

Hey people!....wat a day today, have inter-class soccer tournament. Got 4th position. 3rd and 4th placing we played till penalty shootout which i disgrace my class by missing it...HAIYA! all bcoz of me my class didnt get 3rd...im so sorry..haizz...promote to sec 4...got to study hard next year..and to those retainer, dont be sad, try agian next year....ok..gtg...bye people...

Andrea - U SAY WANNA WATCH THE SOCCER TOURNAMENT!U didnt come!!!!U LIAR!!!!ehhe...

Nip on Prozac?

2004-10-23T13:30:00.000+08:00

heylo...finally have the chance to update..haha..im lying..actually dont wanna update...but andrea ask to update so just update lar..haha..haiya...these past few days just play soccer coz very stress..stupid "ppl" fooling..and stupid me let "ppl" fool me? haizzz...damn bored now..just wanna hope so the best result. by the way, heres my lousy result. Lit paper 1 = 36/50 , Physics = 35/50, Mt = 60% , Add.math = ??? , E.math paper 1= ??!?!..... take care guys...

andrea - Are we going to promote to sec 4? im scared!

Fiqa - hmmzzz....seldom see you in school now? msn too? why been busy? i understand..hehe..hope u get good results k..

My story..

2004-09-16T17:02:00.000+08:00

hey..been sometimes since i last updated my blog..jus been bz...been a sad week i can say..yeah..life been sad for past 2 weeks..yeah..she wanna pause the relan..then we lost contact from there..dont know whether still attached wif her anot..each day wanna ask her about it and talk to her but i jus cant....coz i sucked at talking to gals..so i just take as a break up..i know her life very stressed up.. misunderstanding wif her frens and all...dun wanna stress her more so decided to ignore her..yeah everytime see her at sch..she moved on easy i guess..never been a gd boyfren i could say..everytime she ask me out i jus give a excuses..she gone now..i cant do anithing about it..i cant turn back time...i realise it when i do self-reflection when she wanna give a break to our relan...then i know its gonna be hard to forget her but i just have to.. sometimes things just dont end the way u want them to be...but we jus have to moved on..ok..have to end here..gtg..ciaoz..

Only One by yellowcard

2004-09-10T10:55:00.000+08:00

"Only One"

Broken this fragile thing now

And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces

And I've thrown my words all around

But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)

And I give up (I give up)

I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only one

I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do

You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down

And I can't, I can't hold on for too long

Ran my whole life in the ground

And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)

I feel like giving up (like giving up)

I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only one

I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do

You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly

Leave a note for you my only one

And I know you can see right through me

So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only one

I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you

You are my only, my only one

My only one

You are my only, my only one

Boredom is killing me!

2004-09-04T16:16:00.000+08:00

hey guys....me agian....im so damn bored. nothing to do, play or watch. all i can do is hear my discman..not much ppl online...no one to talk to..haiya...so bored...im all alone now...could only talk to the wall..if anione reading this pls..TALK TO ME!!!!haiya...so bored betta stop here...ciao..

One year,Six month (yellow card)

2004-08-29T18:54:00.000+08:00

"One Year, Six Months"
Sew this up with threads of reason and regret
So I will not forget. I will not forget
How this felt one year six months ago
I know I cannot forget. I cannot forget
I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you
I can tell that you don't know me anymore
It's easy to forget, sometimes we just forget
And being on this road is anything but sure
Maybe we'll forget, I hope we don't forget
I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you
So many nights, legs tangled tight
Wrap me up in a dream with you
Close up these eyes, try not to cry
All that I've got to pull me through is memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you
I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there beautiful somewhere
A place that we can share
Falling into memories of you and things we used to do

wanna dedicate this song to everyone who reads my blog and everyone who know me. Very nice song and has gd meaning. peace out

^Nip Handsome signing out with peace^

stuck at home all alone.

2004-08-27T19:18:00.000+08:00

alo..its me again. the pathetic boy. haiya..kinda bored so decided to update my blog. I keep on forgeting when things happen. aiya..dunnoe wat happen to me sia..AMNESIA maybe? i dont know. and i dont why i keep on losing frens..maybe im a bad influence? maybe yes..haiya...im crapping..so betta end it here...Seeya..buhbye...

^NipNip signing off with an emo face^

My apology.

2004-08-23T20:50:00.000+08:00

Hi, me agian... ok..for those girls who reads my blog and felt insulted by what i say, then this is my apology. Pls dont get me wrong that i say girls sucks forever..its a song by the way. So forgive me yah. No hatred between me and you girls aite? sorry for any inconveniece cause.

^Nip Handsome signing off with a fart^

GSF girl suck forever

2004-08-21T21:43:00.000+08:00

"GSF"

You didn't have to be so mean to meI guess now I see how it's gonna beI'm joining GSF, I've made up my mindForget this thing called love, it's a waste of timeGirls ain't no good anymore, anyway!Not for one second have I understoodWhy they do what they do, why they say what they sayAlways happens to my friends, it always happens to meIt's taken me 19 years to finally seeShe said "Can we just be friends?It's just not working out."Another broken heart that I can do withoutGirls ain't no good anymore, anyway!Not for one second have I understoodWhy they do what they do, why they say what they say

haiz..

2004-08-19T16:06:00.000+08:00

hello, im back. nothing much happen today. Onli sick and tired of somebody. Very irritated and agitated but her lame jokes and sarcastic remarks..kinda bored now..so thats all fer now... ^

^Nip Handsome^

National Day

2004-08-10T09:25:00.000+08:00

Yeah, yesterday was the best day ever. Me and my huligoons friends went to kallang to watch fireworks. We walk from marina bay to kallang. Abit tired but very exciting journey. We dissed every "mats and minah" when we came across anione of them. Haha..Aminke brought his video cam and took the heli and F16. F16 was marvellous. We really had fun, we play around with the cam. We took photos of nice car, traffic police and many more.The Funniest part was when aminke have a conversation wif an "apek" and telling that the skydivers in that particular heli was his father. ahah. the "apek" replied, "that heli has no skydiver"haha...the apek laugh at aminke. Aminke paiseh then off his cam and say "apek" the conversation is over"haha.. The best part was the "Fire Works". Damn nice and excellent. Well done Singapore. haha..After that, we when to Geylang Lr 16...Haha(u guys know wat i mean rite?) When to look around. Then, 1 Pros, seduce Syahid B. to.....(u know wat)...The place was full of horrible unwanted guys who want to have sex. "yucks"But some of the Pros there okie..BIG BOOBS.haha.."jaz dun scold for going that type of places"hehe.. haiya..my tyme is running out..gtg..very tired..buhbye..

^Nip handsome^